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Pacific, Missouri

  • Writer: Kate Bender
    Kate Bender
  • Sep 27, 2025
  • 1 min read

September 26, 1871


We’re close now—I can feel it. The line between sleep and waking grows thinner each night. I keep drifting into visions, never quite sure which world I’ve returned to when I open my eyes.


Last night I stood barefoot in a field of black thorns under a bleeding sky. A stone altar rose from the earth. Something writhed atop it, bound in red silk and thorns. I recognized the chant being spoken around me. It was the same that poured from the train tracks back in Pilot Knob.


And then I saw her—Kate, but not me. Older. Wilder. Painted in ash and marked in blood, she smiled and placed her hand on my heart.


She whispered:


“You’re almost ready.”


When I awoke, the palm of my hand was smeared with red ink—fresh, and still damp.


But the pen never left my bag.



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