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Southeast Missouri, aboard the westbound train
September 23, 1871 The train cuts through Missouri like a blade, and still the landscape refuses to bleed. The trees stand too still. The...

Kate Bender
Sep 231 min read


Louisville, KY
Journal Entry – September 21, 1871 The air hangs thick with the scent of wagon grease, smears of black oil mingling with the earthy aroma...

Kate Bender
Sep 212 min read


West of Louisville, KY
Journal Entry – September 20, 1871 I have not thought of that night in years—the night I stood at the edge of the black wood, invited...

Kate Bender
Sep 202 min read


Louisville, KY
Journal Entry – September 18, 1871 The evening draped Louisville in a hush of gray and violet, the kind of light that makes every alley...

Kate Bender
Sep 192 min read


Louisville, KY
Journal Entry – September 17, 1871 The dawn breaks sullen and gray, as though the heavens have grown weary of their own watchfulness....

Kate Bender
Sep 181 min read


Louisville, KY
Journal Entry – September 16, 1871 The morning sky is a pale sheet of pewter, a dull hush settling over the town like the final note of a...

Kate Bender
Sep 171 min read


Louisville, KY
Journal Entry – September 15th, 1871 The scent of iron shavings lingers in the damp spring air, a stark reminder of the labor that fuels...

Kate Bender
Sep 161 min read


West of Louisville
September 14th 1871 Journal Entry – October 1, 1871 Somewhere West of Louisville I dreamed of the pit again. Not the one behind the...

Kate Bender
Sep 151 min read


Louisville, KY
Journal Entry – September 10, 1871 April 10, 1871 Today, the streets of Louisville seemed slick as the sky threatened to burst. Wagon...

Kate Bender
Sep 141 min read


Undisclosed Location
October Approaches There’s a shift in the air tonight. You can taste it if you’re quiet long enough. The warmth is leaving the soil. The...

Kate Bender
Sep 141 min read


Louisville, KY
Journal Entry – April 9, 1871 **April 9, 1871** Today, the scent of iron shavings hung thick in the air, a pungent reminder of the...

Kate Bender
Sep 111 min read


Cincinnati, OH
Journal Entry – April 8, 1871 **Cincinnati, April 8, 1871** The wet hemp rope stings my palms as I thread it through the platforms of...

Kate Bender
Sep 101 min read


Cincinnati, OH
Journal Entry – April 7, 1871 April 7, 1871 The lantern glass rattles in the wind, an eerie echo of the solitude that cloaks this city...

Kate Bender
Sep 91 min read


Cincinnati, OH
Journal Entry – April 3, 1871 As dawn broke over the city, the river was cloaked in a thick fog, swirling around the towering steeples...

Kate Bender
Sep 61 min read


Cincinnati, OH
Journal Entry – April 2, 1871 As I wander through the bustling streets of Cincinnati, the air is thick with a palpable energy, a curious...

Kate Bender
Sep 51 min read


Mt. Vernon
Journal Entry – April 9, 1871 Fate has a funny way of slowing us down just long enough to sharpen the blade. A tree had the nerve to...

Kate Bender
Jul 251 min read


Southbound Train to Louisville
Journal Entry – April 7, 1871 The train pulled out of Cincinnati at dawn, wheels grinding like teeth. I watched the river disappear...

Kate Bender
Jul 221 min read


Cincinnati, Ohio
Journal Entry – April 6, 1871 Cincinnati, Ohio The Ohio River was gray this morning. Wide, slow, and cold—like the eyes of every man...

Kate Bender
Jul 171 min read


Somewhere between Boston and Hell
Journal Entry – April 3, 1871 Somewhere between Boston and Hell They say a woman’s reputation travels faster than a telegram. If that’s...

Kate Bender
Jul 161 min read


“Ma Bender: Born of Shadow”
They said she came from the Old World — that dark place across the sea where superstition lingered longer than law. Most agreed she was...

Kate Bender
Jul 111 min read
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